asloser
The Head Tuomo of the Finnish ASL Community
Last year or so I have involved myself with the Illumination Rounds YouTube channel more and more. Watched all the episodes, commented the content, taken part in the discussion, contributed some material myself and finally became a patron to support the community.
Last night I had a dream where I was working in farm owmed by Dave the IR host. I was operating some complicated machinery that is beyond my description and the thing malfunctioned. It tore apart the front of the building it was in and bit were flying all around the place.
I then decided I need to tell Dave what has happened and went into a room where he was along with the other people who worked there. I started to explain myself to Dave only to be interruped by the workes who started to verbally abuse me. The worst part was the these verbally abusive workers actually were my regular ASL gaming buddies from Finland! I tried hard to tell what had happened but got nowhere as they interrupted me with an insult every time. At this point I woke up and could not sleep anymore.
Can I ever again show my face in a Finnish ASL event in case the abuse continues? Am I brave enough to watch another IR episodes? What will happen tonight- there was no sing of Martin anywhere. Will he haunt me the next time I fall asleep? Can I ever sleep again with this thought?
Last night I had a dream where I was working in farm owmed by Dave the IR host. I was operating some complicated machinery that is beyond my description and the thing malfunctioned. It tore apart the front of the building it was in and bit were flying all around the place.
I then decided I need to tell Dave what has happened and went into a room where he was along with the other people who worked there. I started to explain myself to Dave only to be interruped by the workes who started to verbally abuse me. The worst part was the these verbally abusive workers actually were my regular ASL gaming buddies from Finland! I tried hard to tell what had happened but got nowhere as they interrupted me with an insult every time. At this point I woke up and could not sleep anymore.
Can I ever again show my face in a Finnish ASL event in case the abuse continues? Am I brave enough to watch another IR episodes? What will happen tonight- there was no sing of Martin anywhere. Will he haunt me the next time I fall asleep? Can I ever sleep again with this thought?
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