I will come clean and admit this: I was, and still think I am, bitter with BFC that they did not make another CM clone. To be frank, I also am worried that the release of the new CMx2 will be the deathknell (somewhat) for CMx1 and that only a few diehard groups (such as WaW, WeBoB and FGM) will continue to play the game, but perhaps in a shared co-existance with the new game.
Lastly, and perhaps the most personal revelation of the bunch: I am quite good at CMx1. The prospect of having to learn another game and work my way up through the ranks to obtain the reputation I have as a world class player of the game, is frankly, quite frightening to me. Also, the new game may not have the same 'game like' qualities that would allow an ultra competitive player like myself to establish complete dominance of the game over any that I played.
Time to leave the psychiatrists couch and get some work done.
Cheers!
Leto